as happy as possible...

Hope wveryone in da world will b happy like the one in the pic.. ^o^

a Real disappointment...

Know wht is this? this is a real shame to my country.. to me...


A woman is standing naked in a room with some lockers to her right. The woman in uniform tells the woman in Bahasa Malaysia to pull her ears, squat and stand up. The naked woman did 10 ear squats.

THis is a video clip recorded by someone through a grilled window!
haiz.. How can they --the police do this to her? everyone hav their self-estemm..
We are all human beings... our scientific name is same homo sapiens... thats no difference between us..

I m really angry abt this .. about malaysian police... n im disappointed.. a real disappointment..

I find that my dislikes for this country has been growing all these years after one after anther incidents.. haizzz...

The voice of the inner me...

Ok.. sorry.. i've abandoned u again these days...
I hav been really busy...
Lots have happened.. either in da school or sumwhere else..

There is a big question mark in my heart..
IS EVERYONE IN THE WORLD HYPOCRITE?
huh/?
I have no answer to this.. but as days past by swiftly, I have come to slowly believe in this statement.. HUMAN BEINGS ARE HYPOCRITICAL!
Yea.. people like to pretend.. they wont show others their real selves! But why/?
Like in my class.. there are some guys tht look very serious and wont mix with girls.. But u noe wht? they are not like that.. They are just pretending during lectures.. In fact, after class they will sms the girls in my class... haiz... they are really hypocritical..

I m 18 this year.. I do think that every 18-year-old long for their real love.. yea at times i also yearn to be loved and cared by smn tenderly, esp when i feel lonely... NEvertheless, I think i wont get into the river of LOVE while i m still studying!!
Ever wondered why ppl want to get involved in a relationship n get married? For the sake of the parents? For the sake of their child? HUH? Marriage means wht? i think i may be the ones who wont marry.... ha5...

AN INCIDENT IN BSN...

Juz now I went to the BSN to buy an ID for my enrolment into IPTA next year... hahaa.. Luckily I read back the slip the personnel-in-charge had given me.. She thought tht I want to buy the id for enrolmnt into the matriks... haha.. No wonder she only charged me rm6.... hehe.. in fact, i should pay 15.60... tht's ridiculous.I had already given her a relevant letter from my college but she still could "manage" to do wrongly.. GIVE HER A RESPECTFUL SALUTE!!

A kancil.. the TARget of the thief...

This is one of the cars manufactured by my country... it is called Perodua KAncil.. KAncil means deer...
Do u believe that ppl will steal a car like that?
I am the 1st one who couldn't believe tht this kind of car will be stolen too..
Oh.. GOSH!!
Yea.. My cousin sister's car--a kancil was stolen yesterday night.. pity for her...
MAy God Bless her...

I m a GEMINI

I am a GEMINI...
What's the characteristic of a gemini?
Emotional... yea.. sumtimes i m kind of emotional.. I cant control my temper smtimes..
talkativ.. yea.. gemini is talkative.. they like to talk very much .. As for me i like to talk with ppl whom i m closed to.. if not, ther's no room for them to talk to me.. coz..i dunno y..
Pretty... yea.. every time ppl talk abt gemini they will say tht they are pretty n beautiful... but sorry to tell i am not.. ok...
hav lots of frens...sorry to tel.. i don hav a big circle of frens .. i m an abnormal gemini coz i cant socialize well...
indecisive... yea.. i need to use lots of time to struggle b4 i can make my own last decision..
there are lots more abt me.. a GEMINI>>>

An alien ...

Know what is tht???
I was asking myself when I saw that...
I m sorry to tell that's a type of "ULAT" i found in...











guess wat?
THAT GREENISH CREATURE WAS DISCOVERED IN MY LUNCH!!!
YACKKK!!!

my muet speaking test

MUET...
Ever heard abt MUET b4? haizz... I sat for my MUET speking test yesterday... N da group I was in consisted of 3 malay guyz.. I m only the girl.. poor LITTLE girl.. hehe.. :P
but thnk GOd... they didnt bully me..
I felt very touched when my female malay tutor mates told them not to bully me!! I wa touched !! really... A sense of warmth suddenly marched in pervading all around me... they are really swEEt!!..
I was quite happy tht three of them didnt stand together to shoot me or neglect me.. n this made our discussion a success.. at least that's a smooth-flowing discussion...
What i had nvr thought of was tht our discussion lasted more than 10 minutes.. we were asked by the examiners to stop n make our conclusion!! tht's impossible... A miracle!!!
hahaa...
The relationships btween me n my tutormates have bcome better...
cheers for my class.. TB36!! Hurray!!

回家真好

After 2 weeks Finally.. I reached here.. I am back... bacK to My dearest home... my room... my bed... my Everything here.//.. :-D
For the last two weeks I didnt come back home ...
All I want to say now is ... 回家的感覺真好...
SometImes I feel that living and studying in kmpk is like confining myself in a jaiL... In a Dreadful Jail... There's no paradise there... Dont believe that? Juz believe that... haha..
No eNtertainment TherE, lOts of sTupiD Rules...
eVery day I am worried for mY aTTire... reaLLy scared that the teachers will "roB" my Matrics caRd/.. haha.. if that happens, I wont b abLe to go back home ...
i encountered lots of first time in kmpk...
first time in my life have a "MIXed" friend...
first time in my life studying with malay ppl..
fisrt time in my life have an INdian "tutormate"
first time in my life undergoing college life..
first time in my life get to know new friends from other part of the country...
fisrt time in my life....
yea.. lots of first there....
thouGh lots of first.... I still prefer to stay... to stay in the safe cocoon of my home....

I dont have my OWN weight LOSS secrets!

My Weight Loss Secrets
HAhaa.. Accidentally came across this blog.. my weight loss secrets..
how nice if I also have my own weight loss secrets.. But very sorry to say.. I dont have one but I do have my Own weight GAined secrets.. hehee..
Sometimes I am wondering.. Why should I bother about my weight? If u have gained weight, that means wht? huh? GAining weight means that U are getting fatter and fatter rite? yackk! rubbish! I like to eat a lot.. and nowadays undeniable I really eat a lot... I m gainig weight recently.. And whenever ppl meet me they would say : wow u have gained weight! hahaa.. gain weight!! Just tell me I have grown fat! I know what weight gained means! I also awared that I am getting fatter and fatter but I've never bothered about that.. Until recently.. I began to take a serious consideration about my own weight.. I cant accept ppl keep on telling me i have grown fatter... I really cant accept that..
Thus, I need to control my diet.. Dont eat too much.. Biscuits.. cakes.. anything.. Hahaa.. Next time perhaps when ppl see me they would say : wow u are thinner now.. ...

Whew!! TV is not my cup of tea anymore!

I used to believe in this statement: “ I would die if I couldn’t watch tv!”
Since enrolling into KMPK, I have lost my PASSION in watching TV! Really…
I loved to watch TV very much until all my family members gave me a SPEciAL name… ~~~ the TV King ~~~ I admitted that I really really love TV… and I enjoyed being called THE TV KING! I had a MANIA for TV!
I devoted much of my time for the TV of my house in the past. I supposed to use this precious time to study, to do homework, to do revisions, blah blah blah…
When I got to know that I could enrol into matrics gopeng, I was really worried… I was worried that I would die in KMPK ( I m not kidding) because I was scared that there would be no TV in the college…
With my heart being filled with uncertainties, I registered myself to the college…
I DISCOVERED THAT THERE ARE TV ROOMS! I could still watch TV there (though there is no ASTRO)
To my enormous SURPRISE (more precisely, I WAS SHOCKED), a strong URGE in me halted me from entering the TV room…
Until now I still could not fathom out the reasons my lost of interests in watching my favourite TV programme…
Even when I come back to my house, I won’t watch much TV too… All the time I just use one or 2 hours sitting in front of the idiot box during every weekend I go back to my home.
Where’s my enthusiasm in watching TV? I don’t know, my parents don’t know, my sister doesn’t know, no one knows… Perhaps only the mighty God know…
And now I can Proudly tell to the WORLD: I could SURVIVE without a TV!

The prize GIVING ceremony of my SCHOOl...

The prize giving ceremony of my former school was held last week… I went back to my DEAREST school to receive my PRIZE!
I’ve got no time to write anything here last week…. I would like to say something about the prize I got now!
How to describe my feelings?
A complicated feelings indeed..
I had used a long period of time to think whether I should go back or not…
I had heard that the school wouldn’t give us any money.. We would get a BOOK!
So, I was thinking …. Should I go back? Is it worthy for me to go back n waste my half day there at school?
Eventually, I came to a final decision~~~ I would go to the school because I would have a chance to meet my old friends and teachers… We cant be so materialistic rite/? Yea… BOOKs are not bad… At least, I can sell them to Novelhut! Hehehee.. At least I can get some money out of that!
So, I went back that day…
To my very DISMAY, I got a ___ . HMMnhh.. How to say that? In fact I don’t know what should we call it.. What’s that? A trophy/? Haiihh.. I really don’t know what is the name of the THING I got.. If u ask me in Chinese I am not able to tell too… haah!
My name with the total no of As I had got in my spm were stated on that THING!
And unbelievable! That’s all I received that day!
Do u know how much is that THING? Hahahaa… ~thunder crashed in the blue bright sky~ each of that THING costs RM 50.00!!!
Just give me that RM50 and I can use it to buy the books I want.. Just give me that RM50 and I can use it to buy anything I want.. or even I can donate it(HAHA>> lying la) ..
I don’t need that THING… Like my teacher said.. it could only collect dust… IT has no function at aLL!! I don’t need to show to the public how many As did I get in my SpM rite?
I wasted half a day there. I bitterly regretted going back to the school……

MY messy rOOm in KMPK..

Which one is messier? this one or the one below? hehee...

This is my messy room in kmpk..  

2 weeks break for me

HAHahaaa! IT's Holidays aagain.. I m very happy.. though it's only a very short 2 weeks break..
What should I do during this 2-weeks break?
~~~sad~~~SIGH~~~
Maths Tuturial is waiting me..
bio tutorial is chasing me..
Chemistry is behind me..
everything is waiting impatiently for my arrival to my study table but i-- with my old train cant move quicly.I think they must wait for another one or two days because the engine is so hot tht i need to stop the engine from functioning.. I will start my study engine ..sOOn.. But really .. I dunno when..
ahahaaHAHAH!!..
I know I did my UPS badly.. I wont pass the exam with flying colours this time.. I didn't pay much endeavours during these 2 months... I need to recharge myself n start again powerfully to obtain the results I want!!!
THis break is convinient enough for me to retain my interest in my study!!

dear my blog

DEar My bLOg,
HI!
it's been a long long time since I wrote sth here on my youwooo...wooo...
I m busy-mah.. I've no time to blog_loh... ehehee..
Last week was not tht good for me...
I got my chemist quiz marks.. very low marks for my first chemistry quiz.. oh. god! What can I do to improve my marks?
Ther are lots of maths questions awaiting on my table.. I really don't know how to do.. Nowadays, I always need help in doing maths .. ~sigh~
tomorrow .... ~~~ MOnday again... haiyaaaa.... BIo tutorial is on monday.. god! I need to suffer again during that particular 2 hours... The teacher (more precise--the lecturer..) is terrible... as terrible as... She treat us-- 18 year-old teenaagers--like 6-year-old small chilaren... yaikkk/..... dont like tht class la...
I have been feeling guilty all these days... u know why? i can't tell .. IT's a secret... I can't be a BIG mouth rite?
okok.. It's already 3.31 pm.. I haven't packed.. I need to pack ... aND going back to the dreadful school again... ....
I need to stop right here.. Don't be angry ar! ..
BYe..

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klinik  

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koperasi 

makmal sains 

pusat sumber 

astaka 

My first post in kmpk...

I am now sitting in front of one of the pcs in kmpk com room.... hahhaa
Finally, I get a chance to come into this room, checking my mails and surfing net..
wuahahaha....
I thought of coming into the library yesterday but there was a long long queue waiting outside the room.. So, (pervaded by loads of impatince and anger towards some of my friends... ) I walked back to my hostel wishing to visit my slumberland earlier...

Yesterday my bio lecture started... All of my malay roommates are very hardworking. They had begun their study engine long long time ago.. But for me... I still haven't got a book! Oh My God! Who say tht they are not hardworking?>? WHO? I can prove to u all now... THEY ARE VERY VERY HARDWORKING PPL!

I feel that I M THE LAZIEST ONE tHERE/...

ok.. gotta stop now.. tired of moving my hands nowadays...

The Days after Tomorrow....

Hahhaa... The days after tomorrow... A movie name... hahaaa...Tomorrow, I can't sit in front of this pc anymore.... Tomorrow, I will, at least, meet 3 new ppl... they will live in the same room with me... Tomorrow, I won't sleep on my bed anymore... ARgH!! Tomorrow... Nothing will be same after tomorrow...

What things would I miss?

First and foremost, of course my tv-lah! If there's a tv room in kmpk, it won't be same as in my home, perhaps, it can't... Why do I love to watch tv? because.. hahaa... I enjoy the pleasure of controlling the remote control... I could watch any programmes I like with the remote control in my hands... hahaa... In kmpk, can I still take the remote control? I doubt it...

Second--my refrigerator.., I will miss the refrigerator in my home... ahahaha... Whenever I "feel" hungry, I can easily solve my problem by opening the door of the refrigerator... I can get anything I want in MY refrigerator... apples, sweets, oranges, chocalates, yogurts, cakes, ice-cream, blah bla blah.. Aiyoyo... I gonna miss u so much, my Mr. refrigerator...

Third, I gonna miss my cosy little room too! I can do anything I want in my room! However after tomorrow, I need to share a room with 3 strangers! ooooo... How come I cope with this? Normally, I won't clean and tidy my room... I love untidiness! hahahaa... I won't have any privacy at that time! there will be 3 strangers around me all the time! Oh! My God! ~sob~

Fourth.. my pc...It is my companion when I've got nothing to do! I can't sit in front of it playing pc games anymore... I can't sit in front of it surfing the net anymore... I can't sit in front of it typing.... I can't sit in front of it anymore when I m away!

Fifth... my bro's digi cam... Whenever I am free, I would have taken photos using the cam! I like to take pictures of my family, my mom's dog, ppl around me... just everything.. ok... the trees, flowers, roads, hills... anything! I can't play with the cam anymore!

Aiya! there are lots more in my list... can't list out all ...

In short, I will miss everyone and everything in my house!

3 more days left...

3 more days left…

Days really pass by in a very very swift pace.. perhaps, as fast as a bullet train… And three days later, I need to leave for KMPK… I hate leaving home, in fact…

New place, new environment, new cultures, new people, new living lifestyle… Just everything NEW at that time…

Could I adapt myself to the new surroundings? Hmmh… I’ve got no idea… Who knows?

However it’s time for me to be independent… depends on myself no matter what… No father. No mother. No family there… So, I will be very independent at that time… Hahaa… that’s the benefit! (like self-consoling…)

Aiya! 3 more days to go but I haven’t packed my stuffs! ~SIGH~ I am very very lazy to do that-lah…

I gonna say byebye to my long long holidays… Woah! I’ve already rested for more than 5 months! Wow! I don’t realise it before! No wonder I’ve grown fatter n fatter la! Haiii…. gonna start my study engine again…

MY first ATM card

I went to the bank simpanan nasional to take my ATM card this morning. Thank God! No long long queue this time! This card is the first ATM card in my life. WOw! After signing my big name on the card and on the letter, the blue BSN Matrics Card eventually came to my hands! Then the "good' and "polite" lady reminded me that I was required to change the PIN I received to the PIN of my choice at the BSN ATM machine. I was quite surprised! I kept on asking myself : Huh? Should I do that? Is there a rule like that? I couldn't stop myself from feeling suspicious of this rule. I felt that the lady was trying to cheat me as she wanted to make me look like a fool! HAha.. there was a reason for me to think like that! U know 2 weeks ago, when I had gone to open a new GIRO acc and make a new ATM card, the woman had told me to come back 2 weeks later to take my card. However when I went to take my card today, I overheard her conversation with a Malay man.
(the lady working in the bank=w, the malay man=m)
m: buka acc dan buat card perlu 50 ya?
w: ya.
m: bila saya boleh ambil card saya tu?
w: card itu siap dlm satu minggu.
m: satu minggu? son saya pergi study in matrik kepala batas minggu depan. Ada BSN di tempat tu?
w: Kepala Batas? biar saya check dulu.
blah blah blah...
see? one week for the man but 2 weeks for me....
Whether or not she lied to me, I needed to do that. Tentatively, I "inset" my card into the machine involuntarily. Luckily, the lady didn't cheat me... yep ! I need to change my PIN first before making any transaction using the card! So as to check whether my card could work or not, I tried to withdraw 10 ringgit from my acc... RM 10! When the words"Transaction complete" appeared on the screen, my feeling soared! I was really happy at that moment. It seemed that I had already perform a tough task superbly! HAhahaa.. However I was laughed by the man queuing behind me when he caught sight of the red 10 ringgit in my hand... I could still remember the big fat grin on his wrinkled face...

HAHAa.. My Japanese Name

Your Japanese Name Is...

Jin Nomiya

What's" your Japanese Name?

like my japanese name? hahaa

My Whole New Experience with Mozilla Firefox

Finally, I've downloaded Mozilla Firefox! Ooooo...
Recently, I always heard people talking highly about this internet browser. So, after a long period of "observing" and "pondering", I took the plunge (sounds serious.. )! hahaa.. I decided to download Mozilla Firefox!

After I had waited "patiently" (u know i am never patient!) for about 30 minutes, the downloading process eventually completed! (how nice if I use broadband... )

With my heart palpitating loudly and excitedly (hahaha.. too dramatic), I closed all the Internet Explorer windows and started my first and ever use on Mozilla Firefox!
Many said that Mozilla Firefox is good in blocking pop-ups windows...
Therefore, I, without wasting any precious time, logged on to www.friendster.com. Irritated and unwanted windows would have been popped out suddenly in Friendster though I had turned on the "pop-up windows blocking" function! YUp! Mozilla Firefox is better than Internet Explorer in blocking pop-ups windows! A great job! 1 point for Firefox!

After that, I clicked on a link for a chinese website... UNfortunately, all that I can read in the site are "????????..." Oh gosh! I cant surf chinese website when I am using Firefox! I still cant figure out the problem... So, 1 point for Explorer...

Aei! Out of the blue, I discovered a function of Firefox that I can't find in Explorer! there is no need for me to open so many windows at one time. Instead of opening a new window, we can open a new link in a new tab! oooo.. quite impressing!! Firefox!1 more point!

After all, I am still a new user of Firefox and I still can't decide which internet browser is better. I cant tell ... Perhaps, only time will tell...

Mother's Day

aiyoOOO! today is Mother's day liao lo ...
I only realised this when i woke up this morning!
oh my god!
I've really forgotten that today is Mother's DAy!
opps.. no celebrations for my "dear" mom .. ahahaaaaaaaa/..
Nevertheless, I think ( i think la) tht Mother's DAy is not very important... this day is just another ordinary day for me and my ar-ma(tht's wht i call my mom)... What's so special with this day? HUH?? Just a Mother's day wat! not a big deal! Am I right? ~~~I am still bickering with my mom over small matters today~~~ Perhaps I m a bad child lo...

.. Anyway, Happy Mother's Day to all of the mothers in this world.. n of coz to my dearest ar-ma...

I saw this quote in some where else... A mother is she who can take the place of everyone but no one can take hers ... I like this n so i "steal" it n put it here. I wanna dedicate it to my mama haaaha... :D

2 lies

Did anyone lie to u before? I hate lies! I hate those who lie to me trying to cheat me...
To my dismay, I found out 2 lies.
Sb had told me sth but today I found out that his whole story is nothing but a pack of lies! I was really really shocked! Why are there so many hypocrite around us? The person had told me before that he hate lies but u see what happened? He is the one who lies! He is the one who cheats! I was really upset! I am stupid... stupid enough to believe in those nonsenses! He still does not know tht I've found out his lies! And I dont plan to accuse him of his lying because I have already made a decision. I wont talk or listen to him anymore! I SWEAR!
The first lie made me angry and sad whereas the second lie made me overwhelming with a sense of guilt!
Sb told me about a lie after I had promised tht I would keep this as a secret! If I had had known tht she gonna told me a lie, I would not listen... But it was too late... A deep feeling of unease pervaded all around me! Nevertheless, I couldn't break my promise. I couldn't relate this to anyone...
Aiya! I also dont know what I am talking about right now! Just wanna write sth so that I would feel better...

my cousin

“ Calling! Calling! Answer your call now! Calling!…”

Just when I woke up this morning, my sis called wanna talked to my mom…
Only then I realized that the article about my cousin had already been published. Without wasting any time, I quickly read about tht in The Star.

Yea! Tht’s the article! What can I do to help him? I must try to help him! And that's the only thing I can do to help him...

So, I decided to post this in ReCom in order to spread this out so tht more ppl would know about this and help… This is the only way I could think of… Luckily, some recomers responded to my thread! I want to thank everyone, especially chenchow. I really appreciate their (recomers’) helps and prayers for my sick cousin.

I am really touched… With all those prayers for him, I strongly believe that he would be fine soon…

Let’s pray fervently for him now!

Our prayers would be answered someday….

my cousin

Quote from The Star (5/5/2005)
Dad uses up savings for son
IPOH: An odd-job worker is at his wit’s end after having used up all his savings to pay for his son’s medical expenses.
Tai Mun Ching, 53, has paid some RM38,000 and has yet to settle a further RM72,000 for Theam Wei’s medical fees at a private hospital here.
Mun Ching, from Taman Changkat Mewah in Batu Gajah, said Theam Wei, 16, was seriously injured in a motorcycle accident near Pengkalan while riding pillion on March 13.
“He broke his jaw and right leg and suffered injuries to his brain in a collision with a car that day,” he told a press conference organised by Perak MCA Public Services and Complaints Bureau chief Datuk Lee Kon Yin.

The Form Five student was sent to Ipoh Hospital but was later moved to a private hospital for further treatment, said Mun Ching who is the sole breadwinner of his family.
“He is still in the intensive care unit. He does not seem to respond to us when we talk to him.
“Once his condition stabilises, I will move him to Ipoh Hospital.”
Lee, who was present at the press briefing, said he hoped the public could come forward to help and that the private hospital could reduce the fees.
He said those interested in helping could send cheques to the bureau at No. 90-92, Tingkat Satu, Jalan Sultan Idris Shah, 31000 Ipoh. The back of each cheque must bear the words “Tai Theam Wei”.

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2005/5/5/nation/10864904&sec=nation

Do u believe in ghosts???

This story came from my mom out of gossiping…

A and B were good friends. They would talk via the phones every day. They studied together. They sat besides each other. Whenever u saw A, you would have seen B too! They were really really good friends! During the last holidays, B, unluckily, was assailed by leukaemia. After one month he had been diagnosed with the deadly disease, Mighty God eventually rested his soul. A, the 8-year-old little girl didn’t know that her best friend had died. Her parents told her that B had gone to the Kingdom of Heaven! The little innocent girl just thought that Heaven is a place… an ordinary place… Since then, weird and strange things just happened to A. Whenever A stepped into the school compound she would feel that somebody was kicking her from her back. A bolt from the blue, the cheerful girl’s behaviour utterly changed! She—one of the top students in her school—had not turned up in the classroom since the school reopened after the holidays! So, the teacher in the school called her parents, wishing to know what had happened to his top student. Petrified, A’s family and the teachers in the school found out that A had been hiding herself in the school toilet during the school time for nearly 3 months! What had happened? According to A (after she had been “interrogated” by her parents) B would have waited for her in the school toilet every day. She had been playing with him every day… Though A’s parents knew that B bore her no malice, they didn’t want their child to play with a ghost! Therefore, the girl was transferred to another school and the normal her came back again… Until now, A doesn’t know that B had already died. Sometimes she would tell her parents that she saw B standing outside their house. He was smiling and waving at her… And A always asked her parents: “ When would B come back from the Heaven?” ….

Whenever this story came into my mind, goose pimples would be growing all over my body… No one else of my acquaintance has had an eerie and spooky encounter with that kind of things… However, I do believe that they exist… And I see no point for that little girl to lie! I do believe in what she said…. Do u believe in the existence of the ghosts? .....

how do men die? 

how do men die? 

" final" grief for SPM

Yesterday, I “accidentally” chatted with a guy from sitiawan, perak. And he made me think of my SPM results yet again… Although deep inside I knew tht I shouldn’t grieve for tht I can stop myself… moral… B3… Whenever I thought about that, my heart would be aching… y? because I had never thought that I would get a B in my SPM. I thought that I would get a B in my BC as my Chinese never reached the standard… however, in an ironic twist of fate, I’ve got a A2 for BC whereas B3 for Pmoral. Unbelievable!
I shouldn’t be upset for tht in the future! Yea! I shouldn’t. and I mustn’t!
I must bury all those sadness n prepare myself to embark on my studies again…
Therefore, bye bye to all my unhappiness! No tears of anguish again…

my cousin

About one and a half month ago, my cousin was involved in a road accident. He was the pillion passenger whereas his friend was the one who drove the motor. Their motorcycle collided with a car coming from the opposite direction. And… my cousin’s friend died on the spot; my cousin was seriously injured. He was rushed to the hospital. Since then, he has been lying in the hospital… At first, he was warded in icu (intensive care unit). 2 or 3 weeks later, his condition changed for the better, more stable… So, the dr in-charge decided that he could be warded in High-D (high dependency unit). One day later, my cousin was sent back to icu isolation room because he succumbed to trachea infection. After one week, he was more stable again. According to the dr, no virus was detected after some laboratory tests on his phlegm. A good news indeed… To avoid him from being infected again, the dr suggested that he should be warded in a single room. When he was in the single room, he eventually opened his eyes… (he had been in a coma) however, he couldn't talk, he was just lying on the bed inert. We thought tht he would be recovered soon… Nevertheless, his condition was worsening again… he had a high fever. So, he was sent to high-d again last week… But, God made a joke again… The virus assailed him again--- trachea infection again… and he is now warded in icu isolation room again… ~sigh~ again…. As he is in private hospital, a large sum of money is needed. And the medical charges now have already reached 100,000 riggit...
Dear my Mighty God, please let him recover… …For the sake of my cousin, my aunt had already switched to eating vegetarian diet. She said: “ I would do anything to save my child’s life. If eating vegetarian food can save him, I would rather eat no meat n fish for the rest of my life!”
It is pitiful….:(

after SPM

After SPM, many of my friends went to work as temporary workers but I didn't work. All the time i was in my house... watching tv the idiot box, playing pc games, chatting, eating, sleeping... hehee... i dint even read any books or magazines for the first 3 months after SPM; didnt even take up a pen or pencil to write at that time.. N u know what. my alasan for not working is: DING DING DING DINGGG is .... is..... to learn anything which could improve my eng! oooooooooo that's too bad... it is nearly 5 months now since i rest n my eng still in the lowest level... not even improve...
so, what have i done for these days?
i asked myself this question yesterday....
my time has been fully occupied by lots of stuffs!
this is my timetable. everyday is almost the same...

8.00am wake up n go downstairs to read newspaper
9.00am online checking mails
9.20am brushing teeth, blahblahblah... ( not very detailed hehe)
9.45am eating breakfast
10.00am tv time
11.00am still tv time
12.00pm online again
1.00pm lunch time
2.00pm tv time
3.00 pm tv
4.30pm being a good girl (:-p) for my mum-- menyapu lantai...
5.00pm tv
6.00pm tv
7.00pm online
8.30 pm tv
9.30pm online
11.00pm go to slumberland...

gosh! i use most of my time sitting in front of the idiot box!
unbelievable!
tht's y i m getting fatter during these long long long holidays!
tht's y i can know some of the spanish words! hahaa.. u know i love to watch spanish dramas! lots of kissing scenes... hehee... n i prefer those in astro as they dont cut those scenes... huahahahaa

Emhmm.. about my eng... sorry... i've forgotten about u... :(

NO! i must change! i must improve my eng!

matrics

I went to open a new account in Bank Simpanan Nasional n paid RM 470 yuran pendaftaran for the enrolment into matrics....
haiiii.......{sigh}.. gotta study in the matrics though I dont want to go there... but i 've got no choice right now... there's no hope already 4 me 2 get a sholarships now because of my P MORAL... N there'll be no hope 4 me 2 study abroad as my family cant support that.I m not from a well-do-to family... so, local public uni will be my destination, i think...
I've thouhgt of doing STPM but....
My final decision is matrics...
i dont wanna waste 2 years doing STPM and end up getting nothing!sometimes even though u get outstanding results in STPM u cant get your first choice too! So, I rather opt for this-- a safer and faster route...
N now i have a whole new plan...
i would do my degree here. After that, I would do my master overseas... this is what i think of right now, as to console myself i think...

the first diamond in my life

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHAAAAA……..

The FIRST DIAMOND IN my LIFE!

I’ve got my FIRST DIAMOND in my life today!
It is a gift from my DEAREST sister!
Sis, I love you the most! Ehheheee..
She brought me a platinum necklace with a diamond pendant.
the diamond is small; perhaps we should say that it is tiny… but it’s my FIRST DIAMOND!
The diamond is small; perhaps we should use a magnifying glass to look at it… but it’s my FIRST DIAMOND!

For the first diamond I would buy in the future, I would have given it to my sis as a gift! Yea. I swear! Opps… sorry mom… perhaps u would be the second one … heehheeee… don’t be angry ya.!


HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

San Marino F1 Grand Prix

San Marino F1 Grand Prix!
An unlucky day for Michael, the driver I love the most!
I don’t like Alonso.
Michael was the champion; Michael is the champion; Michael will be the champion!
Because of Alonso, Michael didn’t get No1…
Don’t worry… Michael! U are the best! I would always support you no matter what!
For the first time in this season, u stepped on the stage to take the trophy.
Don’t worry. For the rest of the season you will be on the stages in every place and u will be the champion again!
Michael! You are the best! Believe that you are the best! Alonso could win because ha has had some luck. All that u are lack of is that luck! You would retain your championship next time with ur full abilities and skills. You don’t need luck because only those who have no real abilities need that.!!
So, do your best next time!
I would be sitting in front of the idiot box and watch your show! I am waiting desperately for your real show!!!!!!

bullying

The post for today is about bullying…

I have only a younger brother. Sometimes, I really think that I am bullying him. I am a human who can easily feel sympathy towards others. Every time after I’ve bullied my brother—who is 2 years younger than me, a sense of sympathy together with feeling of guilt would have pervaded all around me, overwhelming my soul…

What I feel bad is that I can’t stop myself from bullying him. I really feel that I am a bad girl. I would have threatened him if I wanted him to lend me a hand in doing something. When he wished to play games in pc (my pc), I would have given him commands and usually (most of the time) he would obey me. When he obeyed me, I would be over the moon! This makes me feel that I am like a KING! I enjoy this feeling very much! Really! Nevertheless, afterwards I would have felt guilty….

And today I bully him again…

today is a boring day for me... just as routine as possible....
i barricade myself in my room ..
hardly leave my bedroom
n listening to my fav song -- simple plan's welcome to my life repeatedly... n blast it loudly...
hahaa

BREAKAWAY

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the snow would fall down
I’d just stare out my window
Dreamin’ of what could beAnd if I’d end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to flyI’ll do what it takes
Till I touch the skyAnd
I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin’ on movin’ on
Fly away break away

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy
To tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change

And break away

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place
I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break awayBreakaway
Breakaway

the man of my dream

i've taken a test to see who's the man of my dream...

Ooo, Prince Charming is the man of your dreams

Have you always been waiting for someone to sweep you off your feet? Would you love for a date to pick you up with his white horse rather than his old jalopy? We bet you would. A hopeful romantic, you're looking for that special guy who believes in fairy tales too.You want the best for yourself and those you love. And you're happy to go the extra mile to make sure everything works out in the end. So even if it means kissing a lot of frogs, you won't settle until you've found the prince you've been looking for. And that's sure to make a happy ending

Ahahahaaaa.... NOnsense! Not true-lah... a STUPID test indeed...

ASPIRIN.. tht's what i would eat when i am headache... n today, i consume this pill again. i heard tht there are some side effects after comsumpting this pill.. .gastrics... etc  

APPLE... an apple a day keeps the doctor away ... not very true i think... hehee... i eat an apple a day but not seems to keep the doctor away .... why? the dotor is never away from me.i can see him everyday... why can't i keep him away? because the doctor is my dad.... hheeeheee :D.:-p

who's that?  

My Ordinary Lyric Collections

My Ordinary Lyric Collections





very good indeed

PIPI

My beloved dog--PIPI..
rest in peace!

We are the world, we are the children, We are the ones to make a better place so lets start giving. There are choices to be made; we are saving our own lives, It is true, we will make a better place just you and me.

If loving u is wrong, then i don't want to be right.

I accidentally came across this quote .. there's an urge in me to post this here.. heeehee

can sb please do me a favour?

i want to search for a site on market managing.
but after 5 days of endeavours i still failed to find one via the net
so, anyone can help me
tell me the some sites on market managing...
it's urgent...:(

please....
por favor....

the important things in life

Sometimes i wonder what is the most important thing in my life...
but i've got no answer! never had i found a answer to my question...
money? love? career? children? family?

out of the blue, i suddenly realize that there are lots of essential things and matters in our lives... we can neither miss one of them... wealth(of course) is important! however, family and career are as important in our short but precious lives... there are lots of important things in my life. i swear that i would never miss one...

this article was sent by my fren. this provoked thoughts in my brain...


The Important Things in Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.Think About it? Was it worth it?

me

hehe... this is the forth post i created today! wow... so vigorous...

i received a letter inviting me to attend a seletion test for a scholarships 2day but i decided to give up this chance! a golden chance...

"oh u shouldn't give up this oppoturnity! u suppose to be proud of your achievements! go to the interview! i will go 100% sure!" tht''s wht my sis told me via the phone enouraging me to go for it...

nevertheless, i choose to discard this chance! weird n strange!!

my parents dont give much opinions on this. they just let me to decide by myself. hehee.. no nagging this time... a miracle! i appreciate tht...

until now i am not sure why did i let go of this chance... if i get this scholarships, i would have had a chance to study abroad without using any of my parents' penny! how stupid i m!! maybe i think that i m not qualified for that... quite blur...

i m not very sure of what i want or wish for sometimes... just cant figure it out! y???

LOVE

LOVE....

my maiden post

hehe... finally i've got a blogs..n this is my maiden (first n ever) post!!! hahaa...

but i m scared tht i would slowly forget about this... coz i m a person who have no persistency... never did a thing more than 3 months!! hope miracle appear!!

and i wanna c whether it's really addictive or not... hehe... so many ppl around me says that this is addictive. can't tear yourself from it!! oh gosh horrible!!!!

lastly, wish tht i will create more posts in the future.. heheee