bullying

The post for today is about bullying…

I have only a younger brother. Sometimes, I really think that I am bullying him. I am a human who can easily feel sympathy towards others. Every time after I’ve bullied my brother—who is 2 years younger than me, a sense of sympathy together with feeling of guilt would have pervaded all around me, overwhelming my soul…

What I feel bad is that I can’t stop myself from bullying him. I really feel that I am a bad girl. I would have threatened him if I wanted him to lend me a hand in doing something. When he wished to play games in pc (my pc), I would have given him commands and usually (most of the time) he would obey me. When he obeyed me, I would be over the moon! This makes me feel that I am like a KING! I enjoy this feeling very much! Really! Nevertheless, afterwards I would have felt guilty….

And today I bully him again…