Monday, December 04, 2006

please dont compare

Dont know why when u are in something U would definitely protect the one u belong so that people would have nil chance to come near... so that people would not hurt u...
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Understand what I am talking about?
Recently, I just discovered something. No matter what course U are in U would definitely say that ur course in fact is hard and not easy. Exams, hectic timetables, lecturers, environment, coursemates.. every small matters seem hard and arduous... maybe that's because we are all human. its natural that we say what we study is tha hardest...
Like me, I tend to say that dentistry is not easy because most people would compare my course with medical course... so i tend to tell people in fact dentistry is not as easy as they think. Its tougher... I dont know why I told people something like this. I dont know i told this on what purpose. I just want people know dentistry is not easy. Not as easy as U think at least. Since I have been a dental student, I could feel lots of unfairness.. I am not sure whther or not I am sensitive... at times, people just gave me one feeling: dentistry is inferior to medicine... I dont like to be compared with medical students because I all the time we would be the losers!
then for what we keep on comparing since u all already had an answer for urself already. No meaning for that stupid comparison between medical and dental!!
Everyone have their own point of view but I hope that people would know how to respect others. at least understand what they are discussing about. Dont just listen to what people told u without a thorough investigation about something they are chit-chating about.

Yea. In daily life, normally people would only know that being a medical student is hard and busy. On the other hand, we seldom hear people talk about dentistry. They dont know that other than studying teeth we also study other subjects like anatomy, physiology, biochem, pharmacology, microbiology and so on... dental student is not someone who are taught on how to extracting teeth, scaling or filling... there are more we need to learn. If not our course wont be a 5-year course too. Dont u think that it takes too long if we only learn how to extract the teeth or filling??

Every course have their very system and it is unique. So please dont compare us with others anymore. I really cant bear it anymore...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

world peace please

2day watched a movie "the battle of wits" with parents...
I like this movie, frankly because my idol andy lau is the main character. Other than that, its because this movie promote world peace, anti-war...

Andy lau in this movie play as an intelligent man help the small city from being attacked by a big country nearby. He in fact help the miniteature country because he wanna spread the love so that people wont fight, wont succumb to war anymore... everything is about world peace without war...

Nowadays, wars happen everywhere, anykind of wars, either physically or mentally...
In our own homeland, those politics people are criticising each other anytime anywhere.. this would only harm ourselves because malaysia a country lived by many races of people.. we are supposed to live harmoniously and happily together. we learned all this when we are still a primary school children. Dont they understand that if this situation persist, we ourselves would be hurt...
Internationally, we always got to know that this country does not like that country.. wars occur.. soldiers are killing mercilessly..

People, we are all the citizens of this earth.. why coulnt we live peacefully together without any quarrels or others??

WorlD PeacE.. please allow me to have a peaceful habitat... ....

Saturday, December 02, 2006

my dental life

Time is passing in a very fast pace... unnoticeable, I have been in UKM for about 4 months and thus the 1st semester of my sophomore year.

After this 2 weeks holidays onwards, life restart again with a brand new 2nd semester. At that time, lots that must be faced alone then. the 1st and most critical issue would be my end-of-1st-sem results. I coulnd't say that my results would be bad; instead it would be the worst!! I think I almost failed all the subjects... haiz.. a senior said before if we fail, in case, in our first sem test, we need to pay extra works in 2nd sem so as to pass our final professional exam. If not, u would need to say bye-bye to ur coursemates and stay in your 1st year... Oh, gosh...

For the past 4 months, I just feel that I am like an EXAM MACHINE... tests and quizzes seem attacking us continuously without even giving us a chance to take a deep breath. There is no time for us to enjoy our life fully. Even when we go out for a walk or something, our mind won't be totally relax. In stead, most of us would feel guilty of going out to play. Why are we like this? How come my life like this?

I am talking about a UKM dentistry student's life. everyday, our timetable would be as hectic as possible. Its seldom for us to have classes till 12pm only. After a 8-to-4 classes in the faculty, many of us dont even give themselves a rest. Straight after the class, they take a bath and start studying and doing revision. Everyday our life are like this... not much fun. for me, its, in fact, is dull.

I found that i just study for the sake of the tests. I dont study on the "I_WANT_TO_LEARN_MORE" basis... all the times, i just regurgitated what we had read during exam without a thorough understanding about what we learn. There are no time for us to digest what we had ingested earlier… I think that this is meaningless...perhaps because of this, I found it hard for me to continue study. evrytime before the exams i must used lots of time to persuade myself to head for studying. perhaps because of this, i have lost my passion and interest in studying. study is no more fun for me... thus, my results are not that good too... everytime i just cin-cai-cin-cai study and cin-cai-cin-cai do the papers...

I am still finding my way to overcome this frustrated condition of me. i really hope that i could enjoy in my study. If not, it will be really hard for me to go on with this course...

That day, one of my coursemates asked "If u fail and need to repeat ur 1st year, what would u do?" some people say that they wont repeat. On the other hand, they would opt for other course. Frankly speaking, before I came here to study, i have never thought that I would be facing with this condition. however, for nowbeings, this might happen to me. If i really need to repeat my 1st year, yea, i might oso pull myself out from this course. Dentistry is really not as easy as ones might think of. that day after being my senior's patient and let her do a check up and scaling on my teeth, i found that in fact its harder than I can imagine of. I dont know how to describe my feelings when my senior presented my dental condition to the doctor. I was just wondering, do i have the ability to do this job?could i handle all this?...