fEEling of A pre-Uni stUdEnt=???

Eiieiieeii.. its already thursday man!! This sunday I will go to UKM and register..

yea no doubt..Im happy to be a Uni student but thn at the same time it there are some reluctance, nervousness .. it would never be the same again.. I couldnt go home evry week, not like matric life anymore.. there will be much more freedom by the time. Frankly speaking, I duno how to describe my feelings right now... its a mixed feelings of happiness, anxiety, uncertainty, sadness... it includes everything, evry tiny bits of feelings...

Oh! I will be a Uni student... its kinda "WEIRD" whenever I think of this.. really really weird... need to start evrything from the beginning again. Im scared... scared of getting know new people.scared of new lecturers, scared of new roommates, scared.. of my new life... its kinda hard for me to get to know new friends.. its torturous. I know nothing about them... yea... need to start everythng again from null.. tht's not an easy task...

These few days I've kept on thinkng about this : should I apply to change to medicine? I really really duno... People always advise me to stay in wht course i get, study wht Im given coz changing course would not be as easy as ABC.. the whole process would be long and dreadful.. but there's also some who encourage me to try to change .. at least I try, at least I wont be regret later in my life.. So, wht do i want in fact??

As a matter of fact, last time i put medicne as my first choice da main reason is because of my family.. they hope tht I can be the 1st dr in my family. there's no doctor before in my family. They really really hope tht I would the 1st... but thn I dnt get medicine... dad din say much, mum insisted tht i change course, sis said depend on myself which one i like, bro said disappointed, bro-in-law said dentist better thn dr... haiz.. ... change? stay?

Before this, I didnt realise tht ppl would look down on dentist... ... Who said 4flat students cant b a dentist?? I really cant figure out why ppl say things tht hurt so badly behind me. cant get medicine doesnt mean tht Im stupid right?? but thn ppl who duno anything said sth like this behind me:" she cant get medic of coz la. bcoz she din get 4flat thn she dream of becoming a dr.. buliding sandcastles in the air stupiod!!.. thn now gd-lo get dentist." hey!! wht's going on?? tht's not ur matter ok?? perhaps Im not clever, Im not brilliant.. but thn Im not stupid ok??? IF even I didnt get 4 and apply for medicine, u all didnt hav the right to say sth like tht behind me rite?? I didnt get medicine becoz I m not smart enough??? anyway, just dont bother abt tht lo...

trip to taiping--bandar bersejarah...

Very tired... Already 2 days I was lackof sleep... coz we talked till 4.00am evry night in peiling's house...

19th june, I got to know my University application. Guess wht? I get UKM dentistry. Its my 4th choice. Frankly speaking, at the time i got to know i could only get my 4th I was a bit disappointed. If I dont get medicine, thn my dream of being of a psychiatric wont be reached! In fact the main reason I apply for medicine becoz I really want to be a psychiatric~I have been very interested in tht long ago~ Perhaps I m unlucky this time.So I dont get medicine... Perhaps fate determine tht I am not suitable to be a doctor... Perhaps... Anyway, its not bad to get dentistry too... accept the course and march on -- will do my best...

20th June... Just a day after I got to know the results i went to taiping--PeiLing's house... really enjoy the trip though a bit tired... We went to taiping lake garden, night safari, bukit larut... really enjoy the ride to bukit larut. wont forget the excited experiences..its really cool sitting in the jeep, da feeling was just like riding a roller coaster!! really excited!! Evryone was too good towards us (sookfun, suman, leeling and me) during our stay in taiping. I wont forget this memorable trip..

hey frens, dont forget abt our "trip"(S) to tht "agua village" (???) .. remember? we went there 2 night just to see the Bontan.. they are all "beautiful" and sexy, waiting for their customers.. whenever I think about tht I feel like vomiting.. its really geli... Its our first time seeing so many agua! so we asked hankit --da good, kind, patient Father to past the village so many times... hahahaa... and we finally found out about a fact!! we think guys are as brave as us!! haha... duno how hankit feel when we asked him to slow down or stop his car to ask about the prices for the agua's "services".. hhahaa.. how nice if i m a boy thn i dont need to beg him.. anyway, he didnt stop the car oso =( and Hankit i want to tell u .. U are really scary whn u dont talk... dont stop talking coz u look friendly and nice when u keep on talking.. haha

Overall, its a memorable and unforgetable trip for me... it would be hard for us to gather again and doing crazy things together in the future after we enrol in Uni...

Frens, we hav lotsa to prepare and do next week.. thn we would depart for our different destinations.. no matter where u are in the future, i just hope tht u remember "ONCE A FRIEND>>>FOREVER A FRIEND!!!" Frens, take care and i believe tht we would do excellently in our own field of study... U all remained in my heart... ...

ITs WorLD CuP season again...

I've been avoiding talking about this for days but thn nowadays wherever u go u would hear ppl discussing about fOOtball...

"Yesterday nite u watched world cup or not?"
"OF coz-lah! VEry excited! WHich team U support/?"

All the time, ppl are talking about FIFA world Cup 2006 in Germany...

I am a football fans. I like watching English Premiere League mostly evry week. Like any other football fans, I have been waiting for this world cup with anticipation long ago.. Finally, World Cup is on again... its the only oppurtunity for me to watch football matches everyday!!

However, I have this weird feeling inside. I dont like ppl who only watch football during world cup and discuss about football, just like they are expert in football... Only my family members know tht I like football coz i seldom talk about football among friends..I dont like to voice my opinion about football.Nobody knows which team I like, which team I support...

Wht I would tell is tht all da footballers have tried hard to play the games... Respect every players no matter he loses or wins.. They deserve...

HOW LUcKY we ARE...

I've got these pictures via e-mail.. yea.. Im oldy very lucky compared to those ppl in africa... I should always be appreciative towards everything i've got in life... know the virtues of things i have in life.. ..
If i have a chance, I would like to help them...i've always wish to adopt a child or 2 from african country if i have the ability to do tht.. :) hope i could help them one day...

Most African nations suffer from military dictatorships, corruption, civil unrest and war, underdevelopment and deep poverty. The majority of the countries classified by the UN as least developed are in Africa. Nevertheless, i dont believe that the continent is doomed to perpetual poverty and economic slavery... African ppl would escape from tht one day....