To All My dearest Friends... I miss u all...

Dear my old friends,

How are you all? It have been a while since I last met you all. For the last holidays, I didnt even meet you anywhere... I was so sorry that I came back Kl so early that I couldnt join the gathering we had! In fact, I miss you all... Everyone of you... Hence, I write you all this to tell you all the latest news about me!

I have been in my second year of dental life for about 2 months! You won't expect how busy I am these days! Compared to my seniors, I am required to sit for one more paper for final exam. For seniors, they start to make dentures in year 3, but then for my batch, we begin making dentures now, in our supposed-to-be-not=very-busy 2nd year!! Because of this, my timetable is still as packed as in 1st year! Almost everyday 8am to 4pm! Its really tired everyday! And you know 4pm is the time when most of the students in the campus finish class... Sometimes it takes plenty of time to wait for the bus to come and fetch me back to the college! Whenever I am back in my room again (eventually) every evening, I am glad that another hectic day end... Finally, I could somehow spend some time lying on my bed, sometimes even fall asleep, no matter how hard I fight not to...

As you know, I am one that hardly do household chores, yea, I admit I am lazy ok. But now even if I am lazy to move my fingers, I am forced to give my fingers instructions not to listen to my brain anymore. The fingers need to work even the brain tell them not to! Fingers are called for action almost every time I work in labs or simulation clinic! My hands are in the verge of burn-out due to the heavy workloads everyday! Perhaps I need to get some medication to spare my hands!

Anyway, its quite interesting to do what I am doing now. You would have the satisfaction of seeing your work done! The feeling is great! Its marvellous! Though sometimes its really stressful when work not completed. But whenever I finish doing something, my feeling would soar high and it gives me a sense of great pleasure! At least my life is not only about studying; at least there are other things included in my ordinary life!

So, I am wondering whether my life would be like this too if in the very beginning, I secured a place in medicine! I think it would not be as interesting as this somehow! Maybe I have become a real worm, a fat-delicious-plump-bored bookworm! Hahaa...

As you know my face have already been occupied by pimples all these while, right? But now I want to announce that other than pimples there are another thingy also like my face very much. According to the doctor, the thing that buldges out from my face, which make my face painful and numb, is called sebaceous cyst. At first, he prescbribe me an antibiotic in the hope that the thing would "go off" itself... Anyway, the so-called cyst is still stubbornly attached to my face and the doctor now suggest me to get a surgeon to excise it out... Alamak! Gosh! Another scar then!!

There are lotsa things happening all this while but now I am too tired to tell everything in details.. Should stop now to get back to books. There are 3 tests next week! Maybe I would continue later next time.. See ya.. Hope everyone fine!

Regards,

Xiao Fooi

persplex plate--handskill exercise, getting used to the handpieces.

~~a lousy work of mine~~

BOOKS!!!

In the process of making denture, stepsSSS away from finishing...

Guess what are they?

Even shoes need to be covered up... visit to cssd hkl...



ME--sudah gila--in the fitting room...

Betrayal

What is the meaning of "betray"?
Based on the oxford dictionary, the verb "betray" means "to hurt sb who trusts you, esp by not being loyal or faithful to them". If this impies, then I am betrayed, we are betrayed!

I am angry when this happened! It couldnt happen. It shouldnt happen. From the beginning, I still put 100% trust in them. I trusted that they would not betray us. I trusted them for whoever they are. To my dismay, I found out that one of them betrayed us, letting us into hot water... I am angry! We didnt force them to join us. They beg us to let them in and this is what we get in the end! And we were stabbed from the back now!

I am wondering what is his or her feeling now... Happy? Clapping hands? Celebrations going on? I dont know And I dont want to know... I dont care. I just want to know who did this to us? I just know that we are hurt by them, badly and mercilessly.

I am not sure whether or not I could one day forgive them for their act. For now, it is still hurting...

For once, I anticipated the day they arrived.
I hope to have a good relationship with them all.
I want to treat them nicely. Maybe go to K together, eat together, shopping together, doing crazy things together...
I want to help them out for whatever problems they face...

But now, I am utterly disappointed and sad...

Believe it or not I went for shopping frequently recently. Sometimes even twice a week!
Oh gosh! I just cant stop myself from doing this! I have spent quite a large amount of $$$ to buy things, this and that.
Frankly, I am guilty for my irrationale act. But I just cant stop spending money!!
God! Help ME!!

GO GO GOoooo... :-) Success awaits!

There's another minitest tomorrow. By now, I should have finished studying and doing final revision for the incoming test. However, I am not into the mood of reading right now. Its a wrong timing I guess to have the test tomorrow!! (blame the lecturer!)

No matter how hard I try to pour everything into my brain, it just gets sticky, not viscous enough to flow into my brain! SO, what to do??

Life now is hectic. Everyday class till 4pm. Until I could finally manage to lie on my bed back to my room, it would probably be around 5 or 6 pm... after bathing and doing all sorts of daily chores, it would be near 8pm. And without any hesitation, I need to force myself into studying, doing revision... Its really a tired life. Its just my second year in this faculty! How long should I bear with this life??

Life is also stressful by the way! In simulation clinic, I need to rush rush rush so as to complete the tasks given on time. If not, I would be lagged behind, slower than my friends! when you come to this situation, you would be so stressful that you cant even paying full concentration on what you are doing! I would be scared that other would be too fast that I cant even catch back back to the correct rail!
In prosthodontics lab on the other hand, everything is not systematics. The supervisor would only show once on the steps in making dentures. Sometimes I even dont have time to digest and swallow everything the supervisor taught! Its all depend on individual. If you can learn fast then you would catch what the supervisor is teaching. If not, sorry lo.. Pay more effort then..

Aiyooo.. I am complaining again! I shouldnt complained! just go go go... No use to complain so much now. THere would no turning back. Just look forward. Though we coulnt forsee what would be waiting ahead, but we know Destination is there!!! GOooo... ONE DAY, WE WOULD REACH OUR DESTINATION!! GGOooooOooo.....

Are you artistic?

For sure, I am not one from the category.