please dont compare

Dont know why when u are in something U would definitely protect the one u belong so that people would have nil chance to come near... so that people would not hurt u...
haha
Understand what I am talking about?
Recently, I just discovered something. No matter what course U are in U would definitely say that ur course in fact is hard and not easy. Exams, hectic timetables, lecturers, environment, coursemates.. every small matters seem hard and arduous... maybe that's because we are all human. its natural that we say what we study is tha hardest...
Like me, I tend to say that dentistry is not easy because most people would compare my course with medical course... so i tend to tell people in fact dentistry is not as easy as they think. Its tougher... I dont know why I told people something like this. I dont know i told this on what purpose. I just want people know dentistry is not easy. Not as easy as U think at least. Since I have been a dental student, I could feel lots of unfairness.. I am not sure whther or not I am sensitive... at times, people just gave me one feeling: dentistry is inferior to medicine... I dont like to be compared with medical students because I all the time we would be the losers!
then for what we keep on comparing since u all already had an answer for urself already. No meaning for that stupid comparison between medical and dental!!
Everyone have their own point of view but I hope that people would know how to respect others. at least understand what they are discussing about. Dont just listen to what people told u without a thorough investigation about something they are chit-chating about.

Yea. In daily life, normally people would only know that being a medical student is hard and busy. On the other hand, we seldom hear people talk about dentistry. They dont know that other than studying teeth we also study other subjects like anatomy, physiology, biochem, pharmacology, microbiology and so on... dental student is not someone who are taught on how to extracting teeth, scaling or filling... there are more we need to learn. If not our course wont be a 5-year course too. Dont u think that it takes too long if we only learn how to extract the teeth or filling??

Every course have their very system and it is unique. So please dont compare us with others anymore. I really cant bear it anymore...

world peace please

2day watched a movie "the battle of wits" with parents...
I like this movie, frankly because my idol andy lau is the main character. Other than that, its because this movie promote world peace, anti-war...

Andy lau in this movie play as an intelligent man help the small city from being attacked by a big country nearby. He in fact help the miniteature country because he wanna spread the love so that people wont fight, wont succumb to war anymore... everything is about world peace without war...

Nowadays, wars happen everywhere, anykind of wars, either physically or mentally...
In our own homeland, those politics people are criticising each other anytime anywhere.. this would only harm ourselves because malaysia a country lived by many races of people.. we are supposed to live harmoniously and happily together. we learned all this when we are still a primary school children. Dont they understand that if this situation persist, we ourselves would be hurt...
Internationally, we always got to know that this country does not like that country.. wars occur.. soldiers are killing mercilessly..

People, we are all the citizens of this earth.. why coulnt we live peacefully together without any quarrels or others??

WorlD PeacE.. please allow me to have a peaceful habitat... ....

my dental life

Time is passing in a very fast pace... unnoticeable, I have been in UKM for about 4 months and thus the 1st semester of my sophomore year.

After this 2 weeks holidays onwards, life restart again with a brand new 2nd semester. At that time, lots that must be faced alone then. the 1st and most critical issue would be my end-of-1st-sem results. I coulnd't say that my results would be bad; instead it would be the worst!! I think I almost failed all the subjects... haiz.. a senior said before if we fail, in case, in our first sem test, we need to pay extra works in 2nd sem so as to pass our final professional exam. If not, u would need to say bye-bye to ur coursemates and stay in your 1st year... Oh, gosh...

For the past 4 months, I just feel that I am like an EXAM MACHINE... tests and quizzes seem attacking us continuously without even giving us a chance to take a deep breath. There is no time for us to enjoy our life fully. Even when we go out for a walk or something, our mind won't be totally relax. In stead, most of us would feel guilty of going out to play. Why are we like this? How come my life like this?

I am talking about a UKM dentistry student's life. everyday, our timetable would be as hectic as possible. Its seldom for us to have classes till 12pm only. After a 8-to-4 classes in the faculty, many of us dont even give themselves a rest. Straight after the class, they take a bath and start studying and doing revision. Everyday our life are like this... not much fun. for me, its, in fact, is dull.

I found that i just study for the sake of the tests. I dont study on the "I_WANT_TO_LEARN_MORE" basis... all the times, i just regurgitated what we had read during exam without a thorough understanding about what we learn. There are no time for us to digest what we had ingested earlier… I think that this is meaningless...perhaps because of this, I found it hard for me to continue study. evrytime before the exams i must used lots of time to persuade myself to head for studying. perhaps because of this, i have lost my passion and interest in studying. study is no more fun for me... thus, my results are not that good too... everytime i just cin-cai-cin-cai study and cin-cai-cin-cai do the papers...

I am still finding my way to overcome this frustrated condition of me. i really hope that i could enjoy in my study. If not, it will be really hard for me to go on with this course...

That day, one of my coursemates asked "If u fail and need to repeat ur 1st year, what would u do?" some people say that they wont repeat. On the other hand, they would opt for other course. Frankly speaking, before I came here to study, i have never thought that I would be facing with this condition. however, for nowbeings, this might happen to me. If i really need to repeat my 1st year, yea, i might oso pull myself out from this course. Dentistry is really not as easy as ones might think of. that day after being my senior's patient and let her do a check up and scaling on my teeth, i found that in fact its harder than I can imagine of. I dont know how to describe my feelings when my senior presented my dental condition to the doctor. I was just wondering, do i have the ability to do this job?could i handle all this?...

still remember?

I was reading back on what I had written in my blog recently and haha I found that for the recent ones thts all about my life in ukm as a fresh dental student!! oh! its really much to talk about whenever I come to this topic!! That is because lots happened during the last 3 months...
I've never meant to talk about it every time..

today i'm not gonna talk about this anymore.

I have been home for 4 days. for these days Im browsing back my photo albums and looking at my secondary school friends's profile in friendster... it woke the memory in me up... How nice if I am still a in my secondary school... not much worries, not much stress, not much competition, not much.. everything... how nice was my life...

~sigh~ I am old... when U one day discovered tht U are old then u would start appreciating everything besides u, everyone perhaps...

**if u really appreciate and love something, u would be very scared to lost that particular**

Looking back, though my secondary school life was not as good as a bed of roses but there were lots that were worthwhile to be remembered and treasured...

still remember the way we presented our teacher's day gift to our class teacher, pn looi?
still remember the time we went to the flour mill with mr. chan?
still remember how we change our class maths teacher in form 1?
still remember how we quarrel when we were planning to make a class T-shirt?
still remember who cried during our graduation ceremony?
still remember ....

lots that I wont forget. why??
The main reason why I couldnt delete those from my memory is that I couldnt make myself forget about my friends in secondary school.. friends or foes during that time were my most precious secondary school memory... no matter what would happen in the future, I would still remember,
ONCE, I AM A STUDENT FROM YUK KWAN, WITH FRIENDS AND TEACHERS.... ^.^

dental student's

Helo.Im home again!! thanks for hari raya and deepavali I m "bestowed" with a one-week long holidays!! yahOO!

however this short break is not really a time for rest because there would be few tests followed by this break.. the week after this holiday there would be an anatomy minitests thn physio minitest on the following week. n the last one is dental anatomy.. and afterwards one or two weeks later on, my end of 1st sem test would be carried out...
Yea.I didnt expect tht I would be having tests and quizzes every week when I first got this course. If the tests and quizzes are not important maybe I wouldnt be as worried as Im now.. the marks we get for those tests do play a significant role on our final professional tests. So, no one can help so just keep on eating and chewing the books lo.. hehe..

After being a dental student, I realised that what I have been thinking about this course is totally incorrect! before this, i thought tht dentistry is a course tht would not be as stressful as medical.. haha.. I m wrong.really really wrong.. dentistry in fact is one the 3 most toughest courses in this world!! Oh my goodness!

In UKm, dental students are the minority.dental students are always being isolated and they are labelled as "PASSIVE" because we seldom join activities tht are held in the campus. its hard to search for a dental student as a ajk for activities in campus... Its not that we don wanna participate ourselves but we are having tests every week.. so do u think tht we would be having enough time for those activities?? Im sorry I admit tht my time management is not good.. ok. and finally now almost all of us (in fact just 23 of us -chinese dental students) are taking part in the incoming pkm (an activity related to cny next year) and being the ajk.. ok fine.. and now people from other courses then looked at us like aliens.most of them said tht they dont see us b4! oh gosh! alamak!

Frankly speaking, I dont really be happy with people's attitude towards our dentistry.. understand something thoroughly before u wanna give any comments ok?? please...

doNT want to be miserable anymore, so LOVE it...Try...

All this while people like to ask me : why didnt i apply for course changing?? If I try maybe I would get what I want and I wont be regretted...

Yes. I did think before to appeal so that I could further my study in what I interested in most, in my very first choice -- medicine. Yes, until now I am still very interested in tht field compared to dentistry. YEs, until now, 2 months I have become a UKM dental student... Yes, everything is undeniable. I still love medicine. cant cheat anyone, cant cheat myself...

Then, Why didnt I appeal last time?? haha... Honestly, I also dont know why. PErhaps I am very scared that I would be disappointed once more; Perhaps I am scared of failure; Perhaps I dont like medicine as much as I thought of; Perhaps I am not brave at all; PErhaps I am not confident enough; Perhaps... everything that U could think of might be my reason why I didnt appeal..

And now I am still a dental student... I shouldnt be vague of my future anymore. my future is being a dentist and there's no turning back...

Tests and quizzes have been carried out during last 9 study weeks in UKM and my results were not good at all. In fact, they were lousy and worst!! I am very scared tht this is caused by my lack-of-interest in dentistry. I dont know. At times I have this evil feeling in me: this is dentistry, not my first choice.. for wht I study so hard??? I tried very hard to erase this thought from my mind but it seems to appear every time I want to put my heart into study. I dont want to be dental student with bad results, though it is hard for me to excel.. I just wish tht I could be average, not very bad would do... i have never thought tht my Uni life would be like this, scared tht I would be the worst among my coursemates... never in my life before this had happened.

IF u want to perform well in sth, u must love it first.. So, the resolution now is?? try to love dentistry, try to love everything it related... then, my life would be better perhaps...

~HOPE SO~

I am not happy

YEa..im back.i reached my hometown yesterday in the afternoon...
This is the second time I come back to the safe cocoon of my house since I enrolled in Uni. PItiful me...=(

I dont know why...I m not happy at all.. though IO came to an end, though tests finished.. I have never been happy at all all this while.. have not been happy from the bottom of my heart...from the inner me.

My uni life is not as gd as I imagine of. UNiversity should have a very very big campus with lotsa trees n lotsa ppl.. however Im in a branched school.. my campus is small, very very small.. just feel tht i m a primary school-going child. everyday wake up early hoping tht the bus to campus wont be late..need to queue so tht we dont need to walk to campus... (note: my hostel n campus are not nearby.if u walk u need abt 15-20 minutes to reach.) Can u imagine tht?? if u are lucky thn u get a seat; if not thn u need to stand all da way in da bus tl u reach the campus.thn going back by bus too after a hectic "schoolday" OH..my life's like this all this while.

I m in a very small community now. Overall, i just meet my 64 coursemates everyday.other than my coursemates I seldom meet others. Am i in an isolated island now??? huh?? Oh please, we are not passive ok..dont say tht dental students are passive-born ok.we are definitely not. its just tht we are busy too. So next time dont say sth like this : medic students dont want to join activities becoz they are busy; dental students dont want to join activities becoz they are passive.. huh?? wht is this rubbish about? we are busy too ok.look at our tmetable. dont underestimate dentistry ok. its not as easy as u think of. it s tough n challeng'... u wont know my feelings if u r not a ukm dental students. lotsa tests, lotsa tutorials, lotsa classes...anatomy, physiology, biochem, dental anat... not easy at all....

I am not happy at all.... ... why??

FreNS, wE are THE CHAMPIONS!!!

I'll leave for KL afterwards...

To frens who enter U, hope u all the best in ur field of studies.. dont give up coz we are the champions...

To frens in Stpm , strive for the best and u all would achieve wht u wish for coz we are the champions...

remember WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS>>. .. ...

gDbye..


Artist: Queen Lyrics
Song: We Are The Champions Lyrics

I've paid my dues -
Time after time -
I've done my sentence
But committed no crime -
And bad mistakes
I've made a few
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face -
But I've come through

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting -
till the end - We are the champions -
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions - of the world -

I've taken my bows
And my curtain calls -
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it -
I thank you all -

But it's been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise -
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race -
And I ain't gonna lose -

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting -
till the end - We are the champions -
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions - of the world -

fEEling of A pre-Uni stUdEnt=???

Eiieiieeii.. its already thursday man!! This sunday I will go to UKM and register..

yea no doubt..Im happy to be a Uni student but thn at the same time it there are some reluctance, nervousness .. it would never be the same again.. I couldnt go home evry week, not like matric life anymore.. there will be much more freedom by the time. Frankly speaking, I duno how to describe my feelings right now... its a mixed feelings of happiness, anxiety, uncertainty, sadness... it includes everything, evry tiny bits of feelings...

Oh! I will be a Uni student... its kinda "WEIRD" whenever I think of this.. really really weird... need to start evrything from the beginning again. Im scared... scared of getting know new people.scared of new lecturers, scared of new roommates, scared.. of my new life... its kinda hard for me to get to know new friends.. its torturous. I know nothing about them... yea... need to start everythng again from null.. tht's not an easy task...

These few days I've kept on thinkng about this : should I apply to change to medicine? I really really duno... People always advise me to stay in wht course i get, study wht Im given coz changing course would not be as easy as ABC.. the whole process would be long and dreadful.. but there's also some who encourage me to try to change .. at least I try, at least I wont be regret later in my life.. So, wht do i want in fact??

As a matter of fact, last time i put medicne as my first choice da main reason is because of my family.. they hope tht I can be the 1st dr in my family. there's no doctor before in my family. They really really hope tht I would the 1st... but thn I dnt get medicine... dad din say much, mum insisted tht i change course, sis said depend on myself which one i like, bro said disappointed, bro-in-law said dentist better thn dr... haiz.. ... change? stay?

Before this, I didnt realise tht ppl would look down on dentist... ... Who said 4flat students cant b a dentist?? I really cant figure out why ppl say things tht hurt so badly behind me. cant get medicine doesnt mean tht Im stupid right?? but thn ppl who duno anything said sth like this behind me:" she cant get medic of coz la. bcoz she din get 4flat thn she dream of becoming a dr.. buliding sandcastles in the air stupiod!!.. thn now gd-lo get dentist." hey!! wht's going on?? tht's not ur matter ok?? perhaps Im not clever, Im not brilliant.. but thn Im not stupid ok??? IF even I didnt get 4 and apply for medicine, u all didnt hav the right to say sth like tht behind me rite?? I didnt get medicine becoz I m not smart enough??? anyway, just dont bother abt tht lo...

trip to taiping--bandar bersejarah...

Very tired... Already 2 days I was lackof sleep... coz we talked till 4.00am evry night in peiling's house...

19th june, I got to know my University application. Guess wht? I get UKM dentistry. Its my 4th choice. Frankly speaking, at the time i got to know i could only get my 4th I was a bit disappointed. If I dont get medicine, thn my dream of being of a psychiatric wont be reached! In fact the main reason I apply for medicine becoz I really want to be a psychiatric~I have been very interested in tht long ago~ Perhaps I m unlucky this time.So I dont get medicine... Perhaps fate determine tht I am not suitable to be a doctor... Perhaps... Anyway, its not bad to get dentistry too... accept the course and march on -- will do my best...

20th June... Just a day after I got to know the results i went to taiping--PeiLing's house... really enjoy the trip though a bit tired... We went to taiping lake garden, night safari, bukit larut... really enjoy the ride to bukit larut. wont forget the excited experiences..its really cool sitting in the jeep, da feeling was just like riding a roller coaster!! really excited!! Evryone was too good towards us (sookfun, suman, leeling and me) during our stay in taiping. I wont forget this memorable trip..

hey frens, dont forget abt our "trip"(S) to tht "agua village" (???) .. remember? we went there 2 night just to see the Bontan.. they are all "beautiful" and sexy, waiting for their customers.. whenever I think about tht I feel like vomiting.. its really geli... Its our first time seeing so many agua! so we asked hankit --da good, kind, patient Father to past the village so many times... hahahaa... and we finally found out about a fact!! we think guys are as brave as us!! haha... duno how hankit feel when we asked him to slow down or stop his car to ask about the prices for the agua's "services".. hhahaa.. how nice if i m a boy thn i dont need to beg him.. anyway, he didnt stop the car oso =( and Hankit i want to tell u .. U are really scary whn u dont talk... dont stop talking coz u look friendly and nice when u keep on talking.. haha

Overall, its a memorable and unforgetable trip for me... it would be hard for us to gather again and doing crazy things together in the future after we enrol in Uni...

Frens, we hav lotsa to prepare and do next week.. thn we would depart for our different destinations.. no matter where u are in the future, i just hope tht u remember "ONCE A FRIEND>>>FOREVER A FRIEND!!!" Frens, take care and i believe tht we would do excellently in our own field of study... U all remained in my heart... ...

ITs WorLD CuP season again...

I've been avoiding talking about this for days but thn nowadays wherever u go u would hear ppl discussing about fOOtball...

"Yesterday nite u watched world cup or not?"
"OF coz-lah! VEry excited! WHich team U support/?"

All the time, ppl are talking about FIFA world Cup 2006 in Germany...

I am a football fans. I like watching English Premiere League mostly evry week. Like any other football fans, I have been waiting for this world cup with anticipation long ago.. Finally, World Cup is on again... its the only oppurtunity for me to watch football matches everyday!!

However, I have this weird feeling inside. I dont like ppl who only watch football during world cup and discuss about football, just like they are expert in football... Only my family members know tht I like football coz i seldom talk about football among friends..I dont like to voice my opinion about football.Nobody knows which team I like, which team I support...

Wht I would tell is tht all da footballers have tried hard to play the games... Respect every players no matter he loses or wins.. They deserve...

HOW LUcKY we ARE...

I've got these pictures via e-mail.. yea.. Im oldy very lucky compared to those ppl in africa... I should always be appreciative towards everything i've got in life... know the virtues of things i have in life.. ..
If i have a chance, I would like to help them...i've always wish to adopt a child or 2 from african country if i have the ability to do tht.. :) hope i could help them one day...

Most African nations suffer from military dictatorships, corruption, civil unrest and war, underdevelopment and deep poverty. The majority of the countries classified by the UN as least developed are in Africa. Nevertheless, i dont believe that the continent is doomed to perpetual poverty and economic slavery... African ppl would escape from tht one day....

KMPk.. a college with panoramic scenery

tiME for a Decision... ...

Once again, I am standing on the junction again... ... and this time i couldnt avoid anymore.. i need to face this seriously.Yea, I duno wht course shud i choose.. though i've got wht i wish for in da exam but thn im still very undecisive..though i told ppl tht i want to choose medicine... my heart is still asking, "could i be a good dr? could i cope with the hardship i need to endure in u later? "

Frankly speaking, till now, i still dont have any answers for the questions tht have been distracting me all this while...

nevertheless, i've decided!my 1st choice is medic Um though it seems a bit far coz my coco marks s not enough to secure me a place there... my mindset changed at only a fleeting moment coz suddenly i remembered a poem which v had learned in f5.. "the road not taken" .. yea, we cant forsee anything ahead..So, i 've decided..just listen to wht my heart tell me right at the moment. Dont think too much. there's time in our life in which we should take risks.At times dont be too rational. anD now i m taking a risk..

yea.. dont think too much.. just stay firm and march on.. Every route will lead me to SucceSs...

Frens, I've made my final decision.. hope u all could choose wht u really want... no regret...

orientation week 2006/2007

Just got my results yesterDAy... Once again, Im lucky enough to be blessed... thnx everyone during my 11 months in KMPK...

Last week, I stepped on the ground of KMPk again.. one more time..Undeniable, i miss my days in Kmpk so much these days.. Miss everyone there..so, i decided to become the facilitator for 2006/2007 batch of students..n im glad tht i had made such a wise decision...

i've learned a lot during tht one week...





i've meet new frens.. diana, meiying, szeyun, kitkat(our non-muslim faci leader), alan, 景宏(duno correct o not..), raj...other thn that, i hav a chance to meet all my old frens there too.. keyao, peiling, kahileng,suman, leeling, kailoon.. its good to be together again!!one week is really SHOrT!!




it is a whole new experience for me being a facilitator.. not only can meet frens, but thn i can help our juniors too.... this batch of juniors are really active..not like us.they are talkative and smart..wht i have done was not enough.im happy tht i met so many cute cute xiao didi n xiaomeimei tht... haha.. =P

everynite v slept at abt 1am n woke up at 5am.. yea.. the schedule is packed n hectic.. i m not regret going back to da college...
i'll remember everything during 2006/2007 orientation week in kmpk... everyone...other faci, juniors, lecturers...u all would be buried in my heart..i wont let this sweet memory slipping away... all da games v played : turkey dance, the side, lengchikang, ganbateh.... everything... starjump... haha.... i will always treasure our time together... ...

KMPk has changed me rite? yea.. many dont believe tht me.. LEW Xiao Fooi would oso participate myself in this kind of activities rite?? i was passive...dont like to involve in activities... but thn thnx to frens there, i've learned to be more active..more out-going.. more spontaneous.. its really wonderful.... ....





celebrating?? haha.. 2 cakes given by our juniors... ^.^

boy fREn?? nOW??

Tis is the conversation between me and a seven-year-old little girl...

"jie jie, do u hav boyfren?"
~shocked cz she's only SEven!~ "No.. y? do U hav one?" **in kidding mode**
"yea.. i hav a bf! y dont u find one?" **smiling, show tht she's happy...n once again I was shocked.
"..."~nth i could say..~
"mY gege wants to noe u..i Thnk u 2 can B together..."
"..." ~alamak..i think i wanna die.. ...~

See..she's only seven.. know nth.. but thn she say tht she has a boyfren..is this called MODERN?? Does she know wht is LOVE??

nowadays some people who imitate the western life insist on having what they call boy/girl friend. others says it isn't something necessarily but others think that not having boy/girl friend is something unnormal and by doing so they are not civilized.

so, am i "UNCIVILISED"?? Oh, perhaps... its really common now tht 7 or 8 year old children say tht they hav so called boy or grl frens.. i really dont understand y ppl want to get involved in certain relationships because they will be easily hurt if their partner "dump" them... they will be very sad.. IF U WANT TO MAKE URSELF SLIMMER..JUST GO GET A BOY OR GRL FREN AFTER THT MAKE HIM/HER DUMP U..haha.. 100%u will be thinner after tht torturoes n dreadful period..if ur bf or gf leave u behind, u will be sad... u dont wanna eat... all da time u are moody and upset..BUT REMEMBER One aspect of sadness, or depression, is the feeling of isolation. Studies over two decades of thirty-seven thousand people have shown that isolation doubles the chances of sickness or death. Also, in numerous studies of patients with diseases, those who were more depressed were far more likely not to survive than those that were not depressed. This indicates that curing depression is very important medically, as well as psychologically.

i dont wanna suffer from sadness like tht.. i'd rather tht my first love will be my only love in my life too... haha... bring no harm... to me n to others too... ^_^

my new FrienDster profile laYout..

my Friendster profile...hw is it??
i like the background pic so much..
i took this pic at my college after dinner..
i've never thought tht i could take such a beautiful photo..
ok.. perasan.. hehe..

2 days ago jz put a new layout for my friendster.I'd really like tht pic..
n added some photos to my frendster profile ..
haha...
really bored at home..wht should i do thn??
reading?studying?playing?watching?cameraing(wht word is this?)?
haiizz... 3 days at home but feel like 3 months oldy..
in fact, i shud clean up my messy room, unpacking da stuffs tht i brought back from college... they are still lying comfortably on the floor of my room... my room has undergone transformation..hehe;) its a stored room now!really messy///...
i shd read some books coz i will b sitting for a written exam for the japanese gov scholarships///..i shud read..but thn i m too lazy cz da questions are really really tough..no point studying..cant bring calculator.. so can i really do all da q?maths?chem?bio?eng?evn japanese lang?haha.. jz go there to gain sum experience.. no hope to pass da exam.. . .u noe how long is the process??it take for abt 1 year..
1st fill in da form, thn receiv a letter stated whthr u are eligible for da written exam, thn if passed thn interview, thn succeeded candidate submit a health cert, woo.. abt a year long.. n my "journey" for this will come to an end at step 2... . . . . . .

bits n bytes of kmpk...

LALA...LA....lA>>>LALAAAAA....

it's holidays again... finally my matric life came to an end..
Byebye! KMPK...












i've learned a lot, gained unexpected new experiences during my days in kmpk.. 10 months... it's short but lots had happened... I could still vividly remember wht happened on 16th May 2005 ..my 1st n ever day there...
a new environment... i knew nothing.i didnt know anything, everything...but, I could still survive..till today. It's a miracle(perhaps?)

wht had happened during da last 10 months?

16 may 2005... registered myself.. lotsa ppl..n there was a horrible traffic jam... n my dad was "forced" by pak guard n uncle police to park his car outside the campus.. OHH... ewhhh... Wht?? haha... the car was "satiated" with all my stuffs:pillows, luggage, basket, pails, books... almost everything u could think of... n guess wht? v need to bring all those things from d car under the scorching hot sun n walked for abt 10 mins until v finally reached my asrama.. some more teribble... my room is in the 3rd floor. pity my dad.climbed the stairs then went down to bring all my belongings for a second time...then, I (the same old clumsy careless me) discovered tht i had forgotten to buy a RM10 stamps for my surat perjanjian!!So, my pitiful mom n dad rushed to the Gopeng town n bought it on time (only after tht i realised many students didnt buy also..).Then, I met my roommates, Nadia(a cute cute girl), Adila(an intelligent one) n Ijan(m i rite? haha.. in fact i dont remember this girl's name though she had told me N times.. anyway, she's da 1st one who left).On my first night there, I could hardly get into my slumberland..lots of thoughts..still couldnt believe tht i am there.. i was there...n tht night was the 1st nite i slept in one room with 3 strangers. hardly knew them... Some more they are MAlays..that was the 1st time in my life living with malay frens...

D 1st week is da orientation week..so no lectures n tutorials were conducted.. but our schedule was packed..really packed!tired+exhausted+new ppl+new environment+new MALAY roommates.it seemed like a nightmare...though ther was hardly any fun, i missed those days coz we were still relaxed cz after tht week v started having lectures n little time for rest...
haha.... Im sorry, Saumei..I gotta tell this.. =P Saumei wanted to quit during our orientation week.she said she could not bear the dreadful life there.. Saumei, did u cry? haha.. i din remember la... then, we were scared tht she might really quit coz she insisted tht "WORKING IS BETTER THAN STUDYING"!oo.. anyway, she stayed .. haha... n lived happily for the last ten months rite??OO..i'd almost forget a really funny part during the orientation week.. we had aerobic(hw to spell tht word?) session..n hahahahahaaaa.. if u have the opportunity to see the way kkk n wai keen move their bodies..u will surely get wht i mean..its no good mentioned here...huhuu..

then our real challenges came... study is wht we should do..not all the lecturers are good though there are some who are really good n b ready to help students anytime... all the time we needed to depend on our own if we really want to score in flying colours. v dont have nth called TUITION!.. it seems tht nth is more important tht 4.00 in my matric life.. everyone was studying day n night---just to get 4.00!!when u get to know tht almost all the ppl u know have done their tutorials work n assignment beforehand.. even before v attend lectures abt the chapter, dont feel unbelievable...it really happened in matrics.. evryday...Undeniable, at times, I was stressed too.. but i am never be the one who will complete the assignments in advance coz i m lazy n unorganized.. hehe...so if u are like me, u should really find a way to chase away ur stress or else u might end up commit suicide.. hehe.. (kidding la)

i dont regret going into matrix--which i (oh no!nt me only.. many..) refered as J-A-I-L Jail or P-R-I-S-O-N Prison. really.. if i was nt there, i wont have chance to get to know all those wonderful n marvellous ppl i met there during this period.
lets talk about NAdia.my tutorial mate...she's of mix-parentage.father pakistanist, mom chinese...thnx nadia cz she polished my Cantonese...she can talk fluently n perfectly in cantonese.. still remembered.. hehe.. 1st time she talked to me.. she asked:do u know how to talk in cantonese? then i was wondering...why a malay girl asking me a question like this? wht a weird malay girl? haha.. very funny.. at tht time i stll dint know tht she sould speak in cant..thn on the 2nd day when we were waiting outside the language lab she came n talked to me.. n finally i got to know tht she could talk in cantonese, even better than me.. n thn our friendship began n blossoming.. till today.. without her in kmpk, my life would be totally different.. yea..maybe its really fate tht brought us together.. she's also a gemini. WE share the same interest, same characteristic, same behaviour, same thinkings, almost everything is similar in noth of us. until today i still could not fathom y are we so.. so...same?haha..mayb jz like wht keyao said.. there's sth which v dont need to say n tell y.. it's jz simply like tht.. yea.. keyao is another person tht i would miss.. she's tall, she's clever, she's active, she's helpful, she's friendly..she have everythng tht i dont possess.. though she's younger than me one day.. she had taught me a lot .. then the cute cute peiling.. all my tutor mates..rasyidah, rabiatul, syez(luver?), ain, min (min bao?), asyu, azza ( i still remember the times u "gucit" me..), hema, osya, nady, wan, illyas(baba?)... etc etc.. my kmm frens.. fong kiew, sai ching, kalal, nazihah, fazanah, syikin...thanx a lot evryone... esp my tutor mates..they were all very nice to me..nt bully me.. hehe.. though i m the only chinese...

n unexpectedly, my relationships with yuk kwan ppl also improved a lot..lee ling (hav become my room mate cz 2 of my room mates got scholarships.mara n jpa n one swifted to anthr room), sau mei, sook fun, su man, ming cent, shiah yee, yan ning, yan qing, yah huei, tat kuan, wai khong, kkk, khee yap, yao ken, kay loon, wai keen..

everythng is unexpected..
before i went into matrix..i had this feeling tht after studying i,(perhaps)will lose weight...shed the extra kilos tht i got after spm.. but then, i admit that i was too innocent. . i have been gaining weight .. n i hav becum a fat fat me.. hehee... so, frens, if u don meet me for this period don feel surprised .. haha...

all those i wanna talk about kmpk is too much.. till next time..

my newly-born niece

Next week wil b my mid-sem test but i still havent prepared for tht.. really ill-prepared. dont hav heart for torns of the books tht are awaiting me there..
today jz coming back from malacca.. back from visiting my niece, my newly-born niece!!
haha.. this is really a long awaited visit.. she was born 14 dis last year but i only managed to touch her tender reddish skin yesterday!!!~sigh~
she's so cute.. esp when sleepin.. hehe
Im fantascizing now.. imagine tht she calls me "AUNT" in one day! ha.. Wht would be my feelings/ ? happy? touched? angry? haahaa.. really dunno...
BUT I'LL TELL U WHEN THT DAY COMES ya..
promise!!
i like to take her photos.. want to let her see one day.:-D
I cant wait for her to grow!!!

HaPPY 2006!

A whole New year.. 2006...
HappY NewYEar!!!

LeT me anNOunce to the WOrlD:
"A braND neW YeaR, A BrAnd nEw me!!"
yea...

2006 will be a very meaningful year for me!@!! I promise!!