I am not happy

YEa..im back.i reached my hometown yesterday in the afternoon...
This is the second time I come back to the safe cocoon of my house since I enrolled in Uni. PItiful me...=(

I dont know why...I m not happy at all.. though IO came to an end, though tests finished.. I have never been happy at all all this while.. have not been happy from the bottom of my heart...from the inner me.

My uni life is not as gd as I imagine of. UNiversity should have a very very big campus with lotsa trees n lotsa ppl.. however Im in a branched school.. my campus is small, very very small.. just feel tht i m a primary school-going child. everyday wake up early hoping tht the bus to campus wont be late..need to queue so tht we dont need to walk to campus... (note: my hostel n campus are not nearby.if u walk u need abt 15-20 minutes to reach.) Can u imagine tht?? if u are lucky thn u get a seat; if not thn u need to stand all da way in da bus tl u reach the campus.thn going back by bus too after a hectic "schoolday" OH..my life's like this all this while.

I m in a very small community now. Overall, i just meet my 64 coursemates everyday.other than my coursemates I seldom meet others. Am i in an isolated island now??? huh?? Oh please, we are not passive ok..dont say tht dental students are passive-born ok.we are definitely not. its just tht we are busy too. So next time dont say sth like this : medic students dont want to join activities becoz they are busy; dental students dont want to join activities becoz they are passive.. huh?? wht is this rubbish about? we are busy too ok.look at our tmetable. dont underestimate dentistry ok. its not as easy as u think of. it s tough n challeng'... u wont know my feelings if u r not a ukm dental students. lotsa tests, lotsa tutorials, lotsa classes...anatomy, physiology, biochem, dental anat... not easy at all....

I am not happy at all.... ... why??