The prize GIVING ceremony of my SCHOOl...

The prize giving ceremony of my former school was held last week… I went back to my DEAREST school to receive my PRIZE!
I’ve got no time to write anything here last week…. I would like to say something about the prize I got now!
How to describe my feelings?
A complicated feelings indeed..
I had used a long period of time to think whether I should go back or not…
I had heard that the school wouldn’t give us any money.. We would get a BOOK!
So, I was thinking …. Should I go back? Is it worthy for me to go back n waste my half day there at school?
Eventually, I came to a final decision~~~ I would go to the school because I would have a chance to meet my old friends and teachers… We cant be so materialistic rite/? Yea… BOOKs are not bad… At least, I can sell them to Novelhut! Hehehee.. At least I can get some money out of that!
So, I went back that day…
To my very DISMAY, I got a ___ . HMMnhh.. How to say that? In fact I don’t know what should we call it.. What’s that? A trophy/? Haiihh.. I really don’t know what is the name of the THING I got.. If u ask me in Chinese I am not able to tell too… haah!
My name with the total no of As I had got in my spm were stated on that THING!
And unbelievable! That’s all I received that day!
Do u know how much is that THING? Hahahaa… ~thunder crashed in the blue bright sky~ each of that THING costs RM 50.00!!!
Just give me that RM50 and I can use it to buy the books I want.. Just give me that RM50 and I can use it to buy anything I want.. or even I can donate it(HAHA>> lying la) ..
I don’t need that THING… Like my teacher said.. it could only collect dust… IT has no function at aLL!! I don’t need to show to the public how many As did I get in my SpM rite?
I wasted half a day there. I bitterly regretted going back to the school……