the HOMESICK girl is back to her home and is scared that her results would be very bad!!!

Finally I am home again! The homesick girl is at home now!
Yea, yesterday just finished exam and then rushed back home immediately.
Though I have done badly in the exam
Though I may need to go for borderline viva or worse to resit for the exam
I am glad to be home again!
No matter how down my mood was during the exam period, my feeling is still able to soar highly when I reach home, when I see mom and dad and bro and little annabelle!!
Have been crying for a few times during the exam period because I really miss home very much... just like Michael Buble's "Home"..
I wanna go home, Let me go home, I am just too far from where u are.. I wanna come home....
I don't know since when I have been 'infected" by this uncurable illness..

Let me tell you in details:
Disease: homesick
Etiological agent: Unknown
Pathogenesis: maybe multifactorial. It's complicated. Maybe I have been infected by a HOMESICK virus. Then the virus somehow disseminated through bloodstream or any other routes to finally reach cns. and signs and symptoms develop.
incubation perid: maybe short or long, depend on the virulence of the virus
Symptoms and signs: always wanna go home. miss mom n dad. cying. cant sleep well, cant eat well///.. depends on the patient's mentality :)
Medicine and treatment: no medicine indicated. Phone, msn maybe a good way to relieve the homesick symptoms. but they are not reliable. if u call back home anf talk to parents maybe after hanging up the call the disease would become more severe. the best way to cure is to GO HOME!

Yea. I am sick. Really sick.
I hope that I could go home everyday after class, just like last time during primary and secondary school. After class, back to her cosy little house to bath herself with the warmth brought by her family.
The world outside doesnt look as beautiful as I thought. it's ugly and dangerous indeed.
No place can replace home. I just want to go back to the safe cocoon of my home, shelthering me from the thunder, rain and danger outside!
How nice if I could shift my home (the house and the members inside) to KL. I wanna bring them together no matter where I go!
I dont want to leave home... though I bought a ticket going back KL on next monday.
just cross my fingers and pray that monday would not come too fast...

If monday comes means that the end of the day comes too!
The viva list for tuesday Microbiology should be out when I reach KL. Maybe I would be crying seeing my matric no there. so as pathology and pharmacolgy... I know how bad I did in the exam. It was like hell sitting in the exam hall waiting for time to pass. I tried hard to try gorek everything I had studied before during the exam but my mind just went blank...everything's gone. just hope that the results would not too bad that i dont even have a chance for bordeline viva! Oh nono "TOUCHWOOD" "TOUCHWOOD" I dont want to be in viva at all!! NO NO way.. please. GIVE ME A MIRACLE! please... qiu qiu ni... tolong tolong... por favor...