8th june 2007
Its just pass 12 am and its 9th June 2007 now.
8th june is my birthdate.
I was given birth 20 years ago. And now I have lived in this cute cute world for 20 years... What a long 20 years. There's not much 20 years in our lives... Then what have I done during all these years?
I was trying to save the world from ruining.
I was trying to be a good daughter for my parents.
I was trying to be a good student with good grades.
I was trying to be a good friends.
I was trying to earn as much money as possible.
I was trying to fight against the devil.
I was trying...
I was trying but I failed to bring what I had tried into reality.
I didnt save the world. Our world is sinking. People grow evil and ugly. One day, our world would be diminish because people kill to survive to satisfy themselves. We would be killing each other...
I was not a good daughter. I didnt help doing the household chores. I didnt listen to everything my parents told. I made them angry...
I was not a good student. I broke the school rule. I seldom show my respect to teachers. I didnt finish my homework. I didnt get good grades in exam...
I was not a good friend either. I hurt my friends. I make my friends angry...
I didnt earn money at all because I didnt work before too...
I didnt beat against the devil deep inside me too. I would rather them to stay at their place...
Am I a failure me myself?
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I dont know why I wrote this out. I just wanna warn myself. Life's short. I should live every minute to the fullest... That's what I want and wish to do.
I hope I wont get angry easily anymore, dont be jealous of what people have, dont be too possesive, dont think too much, dont cry too much, dont be sad too easily, dont be too passive, join more social activity, try best to mingle around with people around me... the list goes on...
This would be my 20th birthday resolution...
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